Obsessed

In your dreams you heard them scream. 
You felt the pain, which was also mine.
You waked up, drenched in sweat. 
I tried to kiss away your grief. 
But your eyes stayed as flat, as your words.

You stand right in front of me.
Your breath plain, your voice raspy.
Tears run down your cheeks.
I try to kiss away your grief.
But I lost you long ago.

The horizon dyes black.
Everywhere the storms bluster. 
Everywhere in your head. 
The devil extends his claws.
You know, he catches at you. 

All the time you struggled.
You mocked the black force
And twit its lord. 
But now you are too faint, 
For opposing him. 

You lie in my arms.
You cry, you scream. 
You know, I love you.
But my love can’t heal you,
‘Cause also love is no match for madness. 

I see it! 
Stop lying. 
You abandoned yourself
And shaked the devils hand.
I’ve already lost you.

Now, you’re looking at me,
Examining me with your flat look.
You can’t see the knife in my hands.
I hide it from your looks,
‘Cause you mustn’t run away. 

My darling, I just want to loose you,
Want to make your way to hell more easily,
Want to carry you to the black gate, 
Where the devil awaits you.
My darling, you mustn’t run away. 

You feel the knife in your chest.
You genuflect in front of me.
A dumbly yell escapes your throat.
You were everything for me,
But the devil devoured your heart.

I love you, my darling. 
That’s the reason of your dead.
You’ll stay in hell
As the devils prentice.
Alone, without me. 

For ever alone in the darkness.
No, I don’t wanna live this way. 
I can’t live without you.
Now I reach out for the death
With your blood at my hands.